Saturday, March 18, 2006
Ok, just been arrowed to do this ideal partner thingy, didn't have time, but now i'm about an hour ahead of my schedule...=)
Ideal Partner
Girl definitely, I'm not gay!!
1.Caring person
2.Understanding, especially towards my passion for med and all that, even better share the same passion.
3.Fairly ok looking? Don't need to be a hot chick, average can liao.
4.Intelligent
5.Fairly ok family background: no family problems, divorces or genetic disease in the family.
6.Independent, not too dependent on everyone for everything; can survive on own.
7.Loving I guess, in any sense of the word....
8.Want kids and share the same ideals as me about bringing them up?
Actually rite, I've already found her. She noes who she is. I still love you dear, and that is why I'm letting you be what you want to be without imposing on you. Like people often say, if you really love that person, let her go and if she returns, you know she's yours then. I know I might not be the perfect guy for you, but I know I can give you one thing that's more impt than anything else: I can give you my unconditional love. If we wind up together again, I swear I'll never stop loving you or hurt you ever. I'm sorry for being such a jerk last time when you left. I can't do anything to undo that cept to say I'm sorry.... Anyway, yeah, you know how I feel, I'll just let you be while I'll just wait for you and hopefully, one day my love will come back to me....
Ok, now to arrow someone else....jol! it's all yours...=)
3/18/2006 11:50:00 PM , lovin till it hurts
Friday, March 03, 2006
The more I think of it, the more Med seems like marriage to me, especially recently. "For better for worse, in sickness and in health, in good times and in bad..." It truly is love when you're able to accept all the shit that comes with it. My views about love has changed, to me now, it is more the ability to truly accept the bad side of the partner and still love him/her as he/she is. Anyone can accept the good side of his partner, but if you can accept the bad side, now that's love.
Med has been starting to show it's bad side recently. 8am-5pm 3 times a week, 8am starts everyday a workload that doesn't seem to finish. I'm tired and there's so many other things I want to do but don't have the time. I still love med, but I'm tired. Year 3 will be a trying time I can foresee, it is time to seperate the boys from the men and the time to test infetuation against love. Maybe it's just me, my obssessive-compulsive behaviour of needing to find out about everything and getting to the bottom of things before I'm satisfied. Oh well....
Guys, I miss you all already, especially those people who I intended to meet but never got the chance to. And guess what? I'm probably going travelling in April again! Yup, that's still in the pipe though, Nessa, if you're reading this, remember to drop by this weekend so we can decide where we're actually going? I think our shortlist is quite done already: Melbourne, Syndey, Brizzy, Gold Coast... Perth a bit far lar, almost 4 hrs of flying if I'm not wrong too sian to travel that far....=D I'm going for Gold Coast or Melbourne....=)
3/03/2006 06:47:00 AM , lovin till it hurts
