People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway!
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish ulterior motives;
Be kind to them anyway!
If you are successful, you'll win some false friends and true enemies;
Succeed anyway!
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway!
What you spent years building, someone will destroy overnight;
Build anyway!
If you find serenity and happiness, they will be jealous;
Be happy anyway!
The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway!
Give the world the best you have, and it'll never be enough;
Give the world your best anyway!
You see in the final analysis, it is between you and God,
Never between you and them anyway!
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Saturday, June 21, 2008
i'm blogging. this gives u a clue doesn't it? i'm back in adelaide and that stupid very very depressed feeling is gripping me again as usual, refusing to let go.
"Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened." that's my new MSN nick/comment/whatever you want to call it. it's meant to be about relationships i'm guessing, but it can't be over in my case cos there's nothing to be over abt? confusing? ok, i'm single. sorts out the confusion there....=p i guess it applies to all things too, especially something good, some dose of positivity is always helpful i guess. at the moment i'm finding it hard to find the =) in my life.... i dun hate my course dun get me wrong, i absolutely love it, but i just hate being away from home. maybe my personality as such doesn't permit me to do it? cos i see everyone around me coping fine, some haven't even been home in a yr and they're ok.... why can't i just be "normal"?
a lot of people think i should be a lot happier or i am a lot happier than i actually feel inside. some say cos of my decent grades and situation overall i should be happy. well, grades doesn't make up all of happiness for one. i'd say on a scale of 1 to 10, i'm now a 3? my baseline will prob be around a 6 or 7? it's not fair to say now cos of the sian-ness and depression in me now. there is so many things i hope i can do better as a person, been trying, but hasn't always worked out well i guess?
i was reading this article linked to my mailbox for us meddies abt finding love during training. well, i'll state for now i'm emotionally unavailable cos my heart already belongs to someone and she knows that. but anyway, it said some interesting pts which i'm determined to take on board in a way, most importantly loving yourself and respecting yourself. off the cuff i might say that i do that, but seriously, when i look down deep inside, i think i still have a bit of a low self esteem,not liking myself all that much.... they say such things may not be obvious to oneself but tends to stand out when others see u? so new resolution i guess is to love myself more essentially... and stop belittling myself....=S as long as i dun become a megalomaniac, that should be healthy....=p
the trip home has been way too short, but now have to get moving on the final exam. the break was a very much needed one and despite how A. felt, i dun think i should feel guilty: it's a fine balance between running yourself down and being hardworking. now i'm well rested i can really give my all for this final exam.... holidays was mainly just eating, shopping, enjoying life? but i did have a few patients to see, some more serious than the rest.... oh well, i hope all of them get better soon! =)
6/21/2008 04:21:00 PM , lovin till it hurts
